Tuesday, October 8, 2013

I have a tale but don't be jealous!

My mother told me this interesting story about my soon to be mother in law's "home." The home that she left when she got married off and moved in to exile after some years. But there is a twist; in order to understand the family relations between (my) mother in law and (my mother's) mother in law because ultimately they have both roots back to same tree. It involves seeds of two generation; so stay focus and don't get mixed up or jealous if it sounds too good to be true. At the end it is bygone and nothing more then a tale; you may call it a fairy tale or a folklore. This epic must had influenced or impacted my soon to be husband's ancestors but it certainly has nothing to gain or lose to us in our lifetime. Except to respect and honor the blue blood that they have passed on to my future child.

Stay-tune!



Monday, April 22, 2013

Infinity vs Expiration STAMP


I just passed my mid 20s; and I have stopped celebrating my birthday ever since I turned 22 years old. Ever since then I have decided to see my friends only once or twice a year and surprisingly I have manage to keep that resolution. I can proudly say that I have spent most of my time with my mother ever since I was thirteen, although back then it's a different period and I did managed to hang out more often with my friends and got to know them very well. But things changed as we finished our college years in our early 20s, by our 22nd birthday we had all finished colleges and have started working, earning for living, on our own, etc, etc. But this year it made me wonder, what if I wasn't the person that I'm today? What if I was hater instead of lover? What if I was evil instead of kind person? What if I had taken the wrong route instead of the one that I'm on right now? What if I had never went to college? What if I had never dreamed of becoming Nurse Practitioner? What if my happiness lies in the eyes/hearts of others satisfaction? What if I was forever in  delusion and fantasy world as any child? What if I start expecting more from others? What if I was the subject of somebody's time pass? I guess the key to aging is just a number!!!! You either remain infinite or you get expired. I mean, our "AMAZING" parents age all the time but they still remain "amazing, smart, and young" in our eyes. They can never expire in our heart. But then there are some things that I'm more then happy that it actually ended. For example "BOARDING SCHOOL" days! Specially, the "EVIL TEACHERS AND SCHOOL MATES." After all, each child came from very different background. I guess with this I can pretty much speak on behalf of most of my former classmates/school mates because it's a mutual sense of impression when it comes to "that someone evil." Its always the same person who steals our food, money, or clothes. Its always the same person when it comes to jealousy. Its always the same person when it comes to abusing others. One thing was for sure that it wasn't just lack of money or class in their evilness. There are others who equally did not had enough money or etc, but they were not necessarily evil; they are normal and decent just as any of us. So I guess the ones that are extremely sensitive and mean had properly come from "worst of worst," :( As time passed we have (unconsciously) managed to crook those that deserves to be and feel joyful about the brighter side of it and have an epic period to feel nostalgic about. On the other hand we had built gostalgia within our mind of what and who is right and wrong!!!!!!!  :-) Just as my favorite movies will always remain favorite forever as compare to the not so impressive ones. I guess same goes with pretty much everything that happens around us. Specially, when it comes to GOOD vs BAD. I guess at the end of the day it's the impression that defines the power of what is cool vs uncool. And without any doubt to each has their own!!!

Enjoy my photo journey/report on {an impression of infinity vs expiration} STAMP through various shades of medium, periods, people, etc!

The art of expirations can never be missed for sure!!!!!

I used to think Phantom is young/cool/ hero types until I found out "the secret of fossil."
 Twitter is full of people who looks like these and they are often good at scaring young adults.
It's good to own twitter via (one way) just to keep up with devil's advocate around the globe. Or else how and what are we going to aware our children no???? 

Tuesday, April 9, 2013

Because I said so........


Good Morning readers!
Spring has finally arrived here in Minneapolis and it is a beautiful morning; gentle shower with so many things to be happy about. The day has begun with nothing to score! Only one month left till the big day. Just one month left to freely consume the power of "because I said so............." Only one month left just to be happily mute and smile within self. Only one month left to begin the journey of "we."


:-)

Thursday, March 14, 2013

The journey of soulmate~~~~~


It has been over six months together with my soulmate and I have finally discovered the preciousness of my uterus(*!*); not only to shelter and nurture the future of my carbon-copies but to synthesise the power of my mitochondria by being able to store all my over active and amature hormones and emotions within that power-house. Perhaps this biological power of my womanhood must had grant me for a deeper role and responsibilities in the journey of being someone's supposedly soulmate. May all my wish, desire, anger, and the unknown scenarios of my life remain only within the codes of my mitochondria just as the secrets of my unknown ancestors~


Thursday, November 15, 2012

Monday, November 5, 2012

THE BLUE BLOODS

Yes! He has finally arrived! Of course after many failed attempts of my family members who tried hard to fix me up with their choice of my so called "aspiring groom." The prince charm did not came on white horse or neither did he rescued me from danger but he sure did came with an package of equally well balanced and satisfying background. Not only the reality of both our family members having a line of unbroken lineage of apsaras and devas but he actually fell in love with me the day he prank called me and I happened to almost put him to jail without knowing this was all set up by our family members. Although, all the formality and rituals of tea session over at my mommy dear's was over but I still have yet to feel that "I can't live without you" fever on him. Perhaps only time will grant me that one inch of joy and so far (personally) he is definitely not bad at all till then I guess I just have to settle with being highly pampered and loved by the man of my very own blue blood<3

Wednesday, September 19, 2012

THE TRANSPARENCY OF USA PRESIDENTIAL ELECTION 2012


~MOTHER HAD FINALLY SPILLED THE BEANS~
(FIRST VICTORY)
(SECOND ON WAY)
The untold secrets of our very own American Dream has finally exposed to the world by none other then our very own mama Jones! :p Our (American politics) have always been taken very seriously, specially by the senior citizen, although it doesn't directly impact or change who we are yet in somewhere its something we can't ignore and its something that (traditionally) can never be discussed even between the ideal spouses that votes for their favorite candidate. I know this clear cut; perhaps the advantage came from sharing a strong family bond with a family of (none color) that has generations of members who served in military, healthcare, and airline. And of course conservative and super rich at the same time as well. But does that make them Anti-American Dream? NOP! And do I and they vote just by looking at the candidates race, color, or gender? NOP! Till now, have opposition ever dared to break the system of American dream? Who knows but today that household wife said enough is enough and finally decided to open up what makes America strong and unique. Mother Jones had spilled the beans that's too bitter to handle. But I was aware of it,,,,,,,,,,,,,, If we can't reverse the time and be the prince and princess anymore; neither should the entire world turn backwards. This 47% of Mitt Romey's leaked video is a tragedy. His idea of 47% people who are not qualified to pay tax as a "loser, lazy, and unworthy" that doesn't interest his role of leadership is pity and childish. It not only lacked a basic intellectual but also a sense of understanding and caring towards his nation. Nation that holds a strong constitution and every inch of its laws are equally weighted to every citizen. Unless the IRS are just fooling themselves in the service. In times like this only if India's late Prime Minister Indra Gandhi should have founded a school only for aspiring politicians where they teach an art of politics. What she understood 6 decades back doesn't seem to be making sense to our aspiring president in candidate Mr. Romey although our nation was entirely ruled and build in that sense of governance for many centuries. The system of free speech and liberty thats absent in rest of the world. I guess some people only know how its like to be living in a world's most powerful nation but they have badly failed to understand the pillar of its strength. Although those 47% are not qualified to pay tax but I'm sure we can't live without them as well. From a retired officers to teachers without them today we wouldn't be where we are right now. Then, why degrade them? Their presence doesn't make any difference in our life just because they don't pay tax? Do we stop loving our elderly parents just because they stopped earning? Do we stop loving ourselves and others just because we aren't rich enough? Then why isolate such a subject? We vote for our favorite president depending on the issues and ideas that are close to our heart. Be it to bring justice to same sex marriages, to promote education, healthcare, or to reduce our income tax. Bottom line, in every task it requires our 100% effort to gain that victory. Nobody should cut 47% out of it no matter which shades or shape. After that unfortunate leaked video; it must be heartbreaking for former poor and conservative republicans to have such an unkind and insensitive candidate. But oh well, life goes on and there still is time. Perhaps this transparency of our presidential election 2012 could save many innocent voters from falling in drain. On that note, thank you to mother Jones for breaking her silent because I too have a mother who I deeply care about as much as any other children does and I'm sure none us would want to see the day when our government will refuse to care about the elderly citizen. As day pass, every trick of clock will bring us closer to that zone of 47% at some point in life so be alert! Peace out!

Sunday, September 16, 2012

Dear The Onion,,,,,,

Dear The Onion,,,,,,,,
~reunion of almighty~
Welcome to our world!!!!!! Better late than never. 
:D


Thanks for following the foot steps from the BEST of BEST although you lack an art of aesthetic but good move!


Okay? #ThanksBye!








Saturday, September 1, 2012

~Jewel Thief~

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~if only we could be child forever~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
While growing up in boarding school in northern India I was very fortunate enough to get enrolled in Tibetan School that is now powered by His Holiness the Dalai Lama's government in exile. Being a second generation in exile, preserving our culture and linguistic was perhaps first priority of most Tibetan parents. Every parents would dream or die to put their children in any of Tibetan schools in India but sadly all the seats were reserved just for the Tibetans from Tibet who escape their mother land just to nestle under His Holiness the Dalai Lama with great devotion although they have not once met or seen him till they will successfully reach India. So, I was more than lucky to get admitted there. All thanks to my uncle who once served in government in exile. Not just that, I was also very lucky to have my dorm/hostel right next to my school as well. I know that many people had to travel miles and miles to reach school every day since their dorm was all the way up in the hills of Mussoorie library. Also, the warden of my hostel too was a well known folks of my family members, so they were always nice to me. We address them as Pala and Amala who's married to each other with four children. While growing up I used to adore Pala since he's got killer sense of humor and extremely well educated. He's excellent in Hindi, english, and tibetan literature. So prior to my exam he had always been our best last minute rescue. In my entire life in boarding school, Pala had never once scold us or had ever seen him angry. I had always seen him living life to the fullest. Although I had seen him getting drunk countless times but he would never lose himself in front of us. And he always had great stories to share about his college days, having an indian girlfriends, etc, etc. lol He used to be perfect entertainer to us girls. Every single time he has something funny to say; he can never be serious. All his speeches were delivered in a great sense of humor and we used to cover our mouth and giggle behind him 24/7. He even nick named every single girls in hostel. Whenever I go home for vacation, I share countless jokes about our pala to my family members since they know each other so well. My folks would just listen and would never reciprocate anything post my stories. But one fine day it all changed as I was growing up in USA. As I was reminiscing tales of our pala and amala to my mom with great admiration even after all these years in US and one day she shocked me with her reciprocate. I came to know about our pala and amala's roots and my mother had told me there's nothing special and likable about about such a people. I learned that in our society people look down on their family since the elder brother of our pala had killed and robbed people in past, on their way to exile in early 1950s. Pala's elder brother too was married to his wife as well. And I learned that his elder brother had smuggled many antique status from the temples in Tibet and sold it in Nepal. With such a reputation and virtue, right there and than, everything changed. All my respect and admiration to our Pala went in drain. Right now both Pala and Amala had been retired and living in a humble government home in Dehradun and have not seen their children for more then a decade. His eldest son is always drunk in New York and the last time when I visited them in India, Amala was in such a bad condition that none of her children seem to have time for her to even make decent denture. It was so sad to see her with edentulous mouth and couldn't even walk properly in an age where some people still manage to work and play golf. After seeing all these, I felt cheated in my childhood. I don't know if my mother should have ever spoke truth to me or if it was best to keep me in blindfolded forever and remain naive to the reality behind my temporary pleasure. I really don't know what could have been best besides my own judgement behind the truth. After all, who would still admire thief and criminals who had easily gotten away in their life???????????? Although, with KILLER sense of humor!

Saturday, August 25, 2012

An Internet Accident With FastAndFurious Ignorants

Picture: World most beautiful and oldest prostitute of Vishali; Amrapali offering mangos to Lord Buddha while delegating him an invitation to her resident for a Dharma teaching and became the first ever nun in history of Buddha Dharma<3

It has been more than a decade since the first time I watched this film called "THE FASSSSST&FURIOUS." I think I was around 14 years old and loved it. The movie endorsees a young, vibrant, and reckless youths who knows nothing about the outside world besides car racing with their school and gang mates. During those years, car race on highway was very common with my Tibetan friends, that too with extremely expensive hot wheels like Escalades, Infinite, Lincoln, BMWs, and etc as well. I even managed to watch all the other parts of this film as well. And just last week I discovered that Vin Diesel is going to release its franchise back again. The man that almost every single girl my age went mad crazy over him while growing up; so why not come up with a new avatar and make millions and millions out of it again and again. Since we live in an age where everything sales. From naked models to poor writers; everything is sold out. And by now this should be clear cut and NO! They don't do it the old fashion ways by (exchanging bag full of cashes) anymore; must say that's rather too innocent to picture. Seriously, nobody does things that way anymore. I mean people have become extremely smart, confident, mature, and professional that they can hundred percent guarantee "AESTHETIC" in any nasty jobs. Even better and sexier than what the silicon valley promises and the reward too comes in holiday  packages along with the monthly salary. And if the "catch" comes with some sense of humor even better to get away from all the guilt trip as well. I must say this practice is pretty healthy and should be something that mentally needs to be legalize; the sooner the better. Just as how legalizing prostitution in the nation can eliminate the risk of innocence in danger. The only difference is something that's "NOT VISIBLE" which lies in our taste and blood that we prefer and tend to like it. I mean I love all these franchise films like Fast And Furious, 007, Mission Impossible, Bourn Legacy, Twilight, Harry Potter, Star War, etc and they make humongous money out of it as well. But of course we can't compare this level of interest with wanting to sleep with an "prostitute or be the victim and suck banana professionally and passionately in the world of Sunny Leone institute or any other news room/ agents" although they all leads to money making business. I guess to each has their own right and freedom of expression. I mean what would a bagger know about a life of a Goutama Buddha??????? NOTHING/COMPLETE CLUELESS! Or else, he won't be bagger at first place, no? So, some things happened for a reason and it will take many lifetime for them to understand or even realize its essence of truth. To a thief, it will be a fool to trust even a single person in this world. So the best is let them be in their own lowly and lonely position; be it a sold out product or the curiosity in mars. Every one has right to the freedom of expression! We can't change our taste or auto-visible our state of awareness and knowledge to the less fortunate just like that because that too has a price tag on it. And if you're too poor to buy a meal for your spiritual teacher/guru than sorry that's not my problem! All I can say is you should think long and hard before you attend one of those expensive Metallica concert or while buying a single ticket of Fast And Furious because ignorant is a mother of an asshole and baggers. So choice is yours~ and choose your path wisely~

PEACE OUT~

Monday, August 20, 2012

RE: CHECK PLEASE (AN ART OF DATING)


Hello Readers,
I don't know who you guys are since you guys never left any comments but I do at least know your location. Any way, today I'm here to talk about an art of dating. The things that I usually, in fact many times talk with my sister and cousin sisters, and laugh out laugh because we all get along so well. But today I have decided to write it in my blog and spill the beans (secrets) because I have observed many young girls are interest in this much needed social life. And most of time they seem to be very disappointed with the bitter facts that they learn of the other person (him/her) and I don't blame them. Personally, I have gone on traditional-date with only two different men in my life. Of these two, one happened to be the love of my life from whom I had mastered not just the rules and law of dating game but also an ABC of life. AND THANK GOD! I WENT ON DATE WITH HIM!!!! The second one, I met last year and was perhaps the best self learned experience. But the question lies in is dating important? If so, then does it matter who pays the bill? If so, then what are some of the pros and cons? Yes, it is important to date but nobody should ever get intimidate and let their life control by this badly over and underestimated term "dating" because at the end one should always keep in mind that the core purpose of date is just to have blast with an opposite sex.  And that joy (blast) could be anything; depending on your purpose "why Am I here"? When I was in High School many guys asked me out but I have always rejected them because all my guy friends were back in India and I have always doubt the intension/purpose of these boys who wants to take me out for date so I have decided to play it safe and rejected nicely. But in college things change, one must be abnormal not to have any interest in an opposite sex, specially in their prime time. This is physically and mentally acceptable! After my countless date with the love of my life; it took us THREE years to officially committed to each other & be able to hold each others hand for the first time and he had badly pampered me like a QUEEN.

But have I followed all the rules right?

NOP!

Was I always perfect?

NOP!

And did that made him love me less?

NOP!

Did that gave him right to mistreat me?

NOP!
PURPOSE OF DATING
Bottom line: Being a gentlemen and lady lies in our gene NOT our financial status and nothing can change that but sadly not everybody can be same and that's the beauty of "dating." We go on date with opposite sex just to eliminate our curiosity and gain some bonding. It is our birth right to learn how to dine and speak with an opposite sex and its (FUN) specially, when we actually "like" the person. Simply, this is what the purpose of "DATE" should be; unless you are a slut and only date rich men to hit his JACKPOT!
CHECK PLEASE
Personally, I had never gone on date with someone where I end up not liking the person or had any experience with myself having to pay for the bill. HAHAHAHA Specially, when I had only gone on  date with two different men in my lifetime. Somehow, I always have this strong instinct where I can naturally differentiate an asshole and gentlemen when being asked out at first place. Although that puts great restriction to my dating opportunities. :D But, in a group of people I did observed this awful and turn off behavior where men run away from bills and its pretty disgusting. I don't think I can ever live happily with a man who will refused to show off his self worth! On the other hand, the love of my life had revealed to me that he would respect the women better if they at least (try) to pay for their own meal and drinks and definitely sets better impression (just an opinion). Which completely make sense; after all that's what our parents taught us as well. And luckily both my date had been well worth it. My men were honest and gentlemen although in different situation and financial circumstance. Yet, both holds strong dignity, pride, and loved me without any doubt!

PROS AND CONS OF AN ART OF DATING
My mother had tried many times to hook me up with these "oh he is such a nice boy types" but I had happily kicked hard on their ass and refused to even have a cup of tea with them. Perhaps, for that I had earned a tittle of "rage daughter" in my mom's eyes but one thing for sure I'm glad I've managed to save myself from having a dull and style-less/boring life. Last year, my mother tried to hook me up with this very wealthy men not because his fortune but because of his capability but with couple phone calls I had learned his selfish purpose and never gave him chance to have a cup of tea or dream of me as his future servant. Which later lead him to phone stalk me and I had happily refused to pick up! Someone said it right, respect and listen to your parents but never let them rule your life. I have learned this lesson three years ago when I was in my early 20s and was an inch away from being officially married. The only thing that was left was to legalize our wedlock to the court. The man that I have known since my childhood and the man everybody loves. My friends, my family, my mother to be specific except for my aunt with whom I get along super well. Although, as an adult I have only met him not more than two weeks in my lifetime, that too without a single date. I have no option to judge his adult behaviors and habit, all thanks to my family members who believed in no decent women should remain single after 25. But thankfully, I was brave enough to save myself from becoming another satyamev jayate victim. As time passed, although not on fancy date or couple cocktails but I have learned my would be husband has very little interest in the teachings of dharma and macho interest in expensive things and definitely doesn't believe in KARMA or REBIRTH. Although he is from India yet he only wears clothes from ZARA, the store I have never once shopped in my lifetime. There's this truth about Americans that no matter what every young and sophisticate American boys can't live without A. Sports,  B. Roman Pantheon and C. Warner Bros. films; which sounds pretty normal and fun grown up to me and I'm sure it applies same to anybody from India as well, in their own version of sports, ancient mythological fantasy or every other Yash Chopra romantic films. But sadly, I had failed to see any of these interest in my would be hubby apart from updating every new Apple Iphone, clothes from ZARA with zero accomplishment. I have learned all that over the phone just within a couple of months and sadly I had no choice but to call it off; at that point I would not be surprise if someday he make me pay for the bills if we ever go on date.  It was like I go to bed dreaming of romancing with him but I always wake up to an ugly reality instead and gets to be extremely turn off every day. Honestly speaking, although I have only gone on two traditional dates, (without including all those online-fake-time pass-romeo) but I must say I have owed a lot to my phone, hahaha the phone that has successfully revealed the worst of my aspiring future husbands. These are some of the advantages you gain from an art of dating if you know where you stand and have full confident in yourself no matter what. Sadly, many women are mislead by the term "date" and often, they go on date just find their Mr. Right. Perhaps that's when the confusion of "who should pay for check and all that issues might rise." Because sadly, they are: A. Too naive, B. Badly brainwashed by their ambitious friends, or C. Didn't had great time. This applies same to both male and female.

THE KEY TO DATING GAME
I happened to be on those two dates because A. I met both of them at the party, B. They both equally liked me as well, C. I had great time with both of them,  D. We had rocking chemistry, E. I dated them in a gap of complete different period, F. My mother was anti-cross culture, G. We didn't owe each other anything, H. I still have my self respect, I. Life goes on!!!!!!!!

Happiness can't be measured by money or checks; but it can be measured by the moment we breath in. I know many girlfriends who only go out in the hope to meet men just for his fortune and many a times they are awesome actors/gamblers; when the reality hits them their relationship always goes in drain with bundle of children from different men so watch out to all the decent boys and girls. Never be brainwashed by losers.

PS. People need to stop harassing the "TheRealMadrasan" because she rocks and I'm so happy that she goes out on date and living it up! If only I could have gone to many dates perhaps I would had never made that one mistake of tying the knot with that one guy with whom I had never gone out. :-)

PEACE!


Wednesday, August 15, 2012

London Olympic 2012


Some of the most memorable moments from London 2012 Olympic!
Her majesty had agreed to be 2012 Bond Girl and put on a shinny pink frock just for Danny Boyle.
~ Our team USA opening ceremony parade~
{MUHAMMAD ALI- THE GLOBAL PRIDE OF SPORTS}
{EXTREMELY ATTRACTIVE AND IMPRESSIVE TEAM USA SWIMMERS}
{RYAN LOCHTE AND MICHAEL PHELPS GOLD AND SILVER MEDAL VICTORY}
{TEAM USA FINAL MEN'S 4X100M MEDLEY RELAY} 

{TEAM USA VICTORY}
{NATHAN ADRIAN SURPRISE VICTORY} cute smile<3

{VICTORY OF TEAM USA WOMEN'S 4X100M MEDLEY RELAY}

"CALL ME MAY BE" BY OLYMPIC 2012 USA SWIMMERS.
{HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO RYAN LOCHTE POST HIS FINAL RACE @ NBC TODAY'S SHOW}
{Yayyyyy! TEAM GB SPEED CYCLING VICTORY! PRICELESS MOMENT}
STAY TUNE MORE TO COME.........................................

Friday, July 27, 2012

SAY NO TO NAWAB ND TIWARI



Nawab ND Tiwari, fakingnews superhero. Savita Bhabi, Jayhinds heroine. Poonam Pandey, india's proud daughter who wants to get naked for team India. Sherlyn Chopra, India's exported playboy bunny. Sunny Leone, india's imported porn star. Abhishek Manu Singhvi india's first politician pornstar. Salman Khan, india's superstar who makes fortune out of being human shirt & kills people by running over them!! Nira Radia, India's hottest Agent owner! Things that I learn on Internet from INDIAN MEDIA.


Meanwhile one more week and I'm free. I have couple blogs to finished up and look forward to my Canada trip. 

Saturday, July 14, 2012

A Night Out With State Level Badminton Champion: Captain Yangkyi,,,,,,,

Yangkyi,,,,,,,,

Back in (Mussoorie) India, there's a "thing" for any girl with the name (Yangkyi). Every body believed either all the yangkyissssssssssssss are cute or all the yangkyisssssss are "bandar" not because how they look but just a tradition that has been passed on by our seniors. It's like a myth!!!! And every other Yangkyi doesn't get offend with their nick name as well since they knew that it's just a trend. hahahaha Well, with this Yangkyi that I went out with last night; I knew her since boarding school days in Mussoorie. Although, she is 6 years senior to me yet, fate has always brought us together and without any doubt we had always enjoyed each others company. Yangkyi and I were in different High School when we were in US but fortunately our school sports competition has always brought us together. She was captain of her school badminton team and was in her final year when I was freshman in High School. We had played countless state level games within that one year. We had even performed many stage shows as well, countless I must say. In those days, I get to know her in and out. There were times when she realizes that she had forgotten her jewelry at home before our stage show and I used to take off my own extra gold ear rings and necklace and blindly put it on her. That's how "nice" she is that I absolutely have no problem sharing anything materialistic with her. In fact, we had shared countless make up, clothes, traveled together, and had special moments together while growing up. She was the High School sweetheart and daughter in law of my neighbor who's our distant relative so she was always around my hood while I was growing up. Surprisingly, in my first year in college, she was the first one who came to know about the love of my life. At the age of 17, as I was on romantic date with my beloved ex; she and her hubby dear walked in to the same restaurant I was at and caught me dinning with a very handsome 19 year old boy. And that was my first ever date in my life time.  I still remember feeling extremely uncomfortable, embarrassed, and awkward spotting them at the same restaurant. It was a strange moment because not so long ago when first time I met the love of my life at the party; her husband was the one who took me and my friends to that party for the first time in my life and he did his bodyguard duty very well just so he can bring me back to my mom in one piece. when I met the love of my life there, right away (her husband) warned him to stay away from me. As they walked in and passed by our table, I got so scared thinking poor boy will get one punch for sure but thankfully nothing like that happened and I saw Yangkyi smiling at us from behind. I must say Yangkyi had always carried such a warm vibe with her that nothing can go wrong in her presence. Since then I grew up, finished college and ditched most of my hobbies while in search of accomplishment. I had stopped doing everything that I used to do as a teenager. She left home and moved to New York as well. But today when she is back home for vacation; I had found myself doing exactly what my mother used to do.I went to grocery store picked up some juice, milk, meat, eggs, chips, chocolates, fruits, and drove over to her house just to welcome here back to home sweet home. These are the things I had seen my mother and her friends doing whenever they go on vacation and come back home. And I didn't realized the imitation of my mother in my life till I reached grocery store. While picking up those milks and eggs I felt so "adult" and thought "OMG that's so my mother, not me." HA HA lol. Any ways, may be it's the joy of going over to see good old friend, either way it sure was a good feeling. Because of her positive company this year HH Dalai Lama picnic was fun as well. And yesterday, I had decided to take her out to one of my favorite restaurant GOOD EARTH before she takes off to vacation in India with her entire family. To celebrate our reunion, I had even had a glass of red win. Yes, alcohol in my sacred system. lol We had blast and I'm glad no matter everything that has had happened in her life yet she is still the same Yangkyi that I know for many years! So more power and cheers to her!!!!!!!!!


Wednesday, July 11, 2012

OUR BELOVED HANUMAN JI!


Our beloved Hanuman Ji, veteran actor Dara Singh had passed away today. As a kid I used to adore his heroic scenes from Mahabharat and Ramayan. Be it when he's picking up mountain in Mahabharat, burning his tail in Ramayan, knocking his rivals in wrestling ring, or playing super adorable and large size grandfather of Kareena Kapoor in Jab We Met; Dhara Singh always rocked. More than his artistic and accomplishment he seem to be extremely happy, peaceful, charming, and generous person. If Maharashtra got Bal Thackeray; North Indian got "DARA SINGH." Here's to the legend who had made every North Indian proud and left us with no fuss, no air, no ego,  and ofcourse no dirty laundry behind. Cheers and may you RIP!
<3333333333333333333333333JAB WE MET<3333333333333333333333333333333333

Love A fan~

Thursday, July 5, 2012

Happy 77th Birthday To His Holiness The Dalai Lama!

Happy 77th birthday to His Holiness The Dalai Lama of Tibet.

As I stepped home with my co worker Pema today during our dinner break from work. Pema had spotted a very very attractive frame at the corner of my room as I was showing her what I might wear on picnic tomorrow. Right away she grabbed the frame and said, "OMG who is this man?" It was a frame that has picture of me and my ex with whom I had almost decided to spent rest of my life together. So I told her ohhh no it's my ex. Her reaction went, "but then why ex???" "I'm seeing a good looking man like this for the first time, how come you guys broke up??" "Wow! This is how my dream man should look like,,,,,,,," and she kept on going while still holding on to my frame. Seriously, in my head I went, "girl you want him??? Feel free to have him whenever." hahahaha It's amazing how people can just fall for somebody just like that and how little does she know about that person yet she went head over hills with his looks. If it wasn't about who he really is; today things might had been something else. If it wasn't for our childhood friendship, he would had never come in to my life. When Pema complimented me with this so called "perfect couple" which is nothing new.  I LMAO in my head but oh well, what does she know about the reality na? Then we head back to work and now I'm super tired with all that labor work and I have to get up tomorrow morning to go to picnic to celebrate HH birthday. So excited that I get to go out and have some fun, super excited to see most of my friends and school mates that I haven't seen for years and years. These days, as we grew up, responsibility keep increasing and everybody is busy grounding their careers and nobody every see each other anymore like how we used to be back in High School and Middle School days. Many of them went to Wisconsin for Midwest football torment yet there should be some who stayed back. So till then I'm off to bed and will continue tomorrow, although I'm working in the evening shift. :-)  ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ

God Particle!

(If STEM CELL IS OUR LARA CROFT THEN BOSON IS OUR BRAD PITT)
(THE ULTIMATE TRUTH OF BIOLOGICAL AND UNIVERSAL BOND)
(SOUL MATE, YUB/YUM AKA FATHER/MOTHER)
On wednesday the CERN had discovered their new subatomic particle (Higgs Boson). Higg must have felt a great sense of satisfaction for being able to clear his doubt and scientifically be able to invent and prove that missing piece of the invisible mass to gain better knowledge and understanding on the formation of our Universe by the big bang of course. And to those millions of other scientist and layman who might had same sense of longing might exactly know what's it like to gain such a well examined and well research test. After all, a drop of "tears" explains nothing more then a joy and dedication to any emotional and physical achievement. Apart from that, this name the "god particle" is very imitating and all those outrages people are very much ROFL worthy. When you've done nothing unethical there's no need to fight over any supreme being. The purity of our mind and action beats up everything. It's the matter of you have it or not. Our Almighty exist in micro particles in every single human being so treat yourself neat. Without #consciousness there's no knowledge of right or wrong but only "ignorant." So be aware, relax, and smile. Live your life as you didn't came down to this earth to kiss or please anybody's ass. Stop making others control your life and for god sake try to live your life in your own term. Read you own choice of book, follow your own dream, clear your own doubt by asking questions. What some ancient gurus had already known has been scientifically proven now. Nothing new but different age and great achievement by the baby boomers. As Lord Buddha always said, "experience is the mother of virtue" best way to clear your doubt is to study and examine it on your own. And this is what we can learn from the virtue of this accomplishment rest is nothing but best current affair in the world right now. This might or might not make any difference in the learning process of our future generation's quest to the universal truth. After all, it is all up to each individuals to discover their own path. Either way, we can't avoid "boson" either. A far sexier and greater achievement then discovering Pakistan and investing time and energy on its current affair. I say Higgs boson is sexier then bombard & failed nation. So chill and don't be jealous of what you can't have. And bongs sure have good karma by gaining pleasant jokes all the time. Period.